Still want to suffer Want to feel bad Want to hate myself and be mad But I don't anymore Haven't for a while now In fact i think i got this all down But did i lose my inspiration Was my dread my motivation My only source of focus, my fears? So where do i go from here Don't want to die young but I hate that I'm getting older Though life's better now after all that i got over Kind of want to go back to days when i felt colder Don't want to die young but I hate that I'm getting older I've always been a sucker For nostalgia I get high on days gone by But I've never been better So why am i missing The worst days my life? You'll miss it all The good and the bad The bad and the ugly So what if I never accomplish anything A million different projects incomplete I've made it this far just playing it by ear And I'll find out where to from here

I'm tired of writing boring stuff No more soft songs Don't want to sing, want to wreck my voice And blow these speakers I'm another one in a long line of useless carefree good for not creative types At least I'll never be a monster A blood sucker At least I'll never join the corporate life Lost in days gone by Oh my What a waste of a sunrise We'll never make the big time But we'll let em have it Oh my What a waste of a good time Living for a big lie I'm here to Bite my tongue Break a leg Blow it off And be unburdened Where will you go When you're turned away As for me i don't care if I don't succeed . Where will you go Will you run away Well I'm afraid I can't give up on this dumb dream And I'll go through motions I don't need a Reason to feel alive Yeah everybody's got a stupid band No one's listening Yet I will happily scream into the void I do this for me Don't want to be a big star With a big car Listen, no one cares that you play guitar I gave up on all my heroes, Phony legends Don't want to be like all those dead rock stars Oh my what a waste of sunrise You throw yourself at the grind Just to never make it Oh my What a waste of a good time You won't stop to unwind I'm here to Bite my tongue Break a leg Blow it off And be unburdened Where will you go When you're turned away As for me i don't care if I don't succeed . Where will you go Will you run away Well I'm afraid I can't give up on this dumb dream And I'll go through motions I don't need a Reason to feel alive No point in living unless its fun What are you waiting for I always wanted to be a punk But I don't know how to skateboard And every song I ever wrote Is just a metaphor For being dumb and being broke But I'm still getting what I came for Trying to fit into this game is just a laughing joke All these people playing god While they all go up in smoke 8 billion egotistic fools On a planet dying There ain't a motto I can claim That's why I'm so glad i gave up trying I'm here to Bite my tongue Break a leg Blow it off And be unburdened Where will you go When you're turned away As for me i don't care if I don't succeed . Where will you go Will you be okay Well I'm afraid I can't give up on this dumb dream And I'll go through motions I don't need a And I'll go through motions I don't need a And I'll go through motions I don't need a Reason, a reason No reason til the morning I'll be up No reason til the morning I'll be up No reason til the morning I'll be up to see the sun RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISE

I love people Want people to love me So I try and I try To be friendly So many people Could live so happily Cause they say to be kind To your enemy All my life I've tried To be friends and play nice With everyone but its time That I draw the line At Narcissistic, supremacist, homophobic, sexist, racist, authoritarian fucking pricks Nationalist, neo-fascist, xenophobic sexist, racist, authoritarian fucking pricks All my life I've been nice but it's time For me To make some enemies I love this stupid world Even though it sucks You can blame The aforementioned ones Who love to screw the world love being ignorant love justification For their hate This isn't political You're just hypocritical Truth is that you're in a cult Duped and tricked by criminals I'm over babysitting these bastards That don't care for learning Or who's hurting They just want their anger and their hatred to be reflected No perspective Yet somehow I still believe most people have good intentions But how much goodwill should that get them?

I've been melting Every single day in the sun I'm flowing Out onto the street and down the drain But it's OK I feel great I feel wonderful Go and fuck yourself Get away Another commotion, Another reflection I'm sleeping away My lonely condition I don't shelter myself I don't ask for permission I never wanted all this So here's my resignation Yeah, another wasted year I won't get back I'm my only enemy Yeah, I guess I'll sit right here And face the fact That I'm a waste in everything And time ain't on my side Yeah, another wasted year I won't get back Life will be the death of me Try to fake it Play the worker bee At "The Brand Incorporated©" Accountability to earn my pay I'll cross my I's Dot my T's I'll be wonderful Go and fuck yourself I won't change Another commotion, Another reflection I'm sleeping away My lonely condition I don't shelter myself I don't ask for permission I never wanted all this So here's my resignation Yeah, another wasted year I won't get back I'm my only enemy Yeah, I guess I'll sit right here And face the fact That I'm a waste in everything And time ain't on my side (Don't know what's best for me) Yeah, another wasted year I won't get back Life will be the death of me I'm not in motion I'm holding the world up with me Go fuck yourself

So here i am Still don't really have a plan Thought I'd figure it out Just what I'm doing by now I'm trapped under ice I’ve slept here for centuries And my vice Is holding my breath underneath No looking back I won't waste my life On the things that I'd rather forget But I understand Like an asteroid I'm leaving my mark before I'm buried under the sand I cannot afford a brand new lease on life Can barely pay for the ones on the car and the house I'm in the void Between the stars and the ground to float away? Or let gravity take me down No looking back (so I forget) I won't waste my life (waste my life) On the things that I'd rather forget (so don’t bring it up) But I understand (to be honest, I still make it up) Like an asteroid (I’m crashing down) I'm leaving my mark before I'm buried under the sand Live like a comet And die like a star Live like a comet And die like a star It may not be healthy But it's working so far To live like a comet And die like a star If we are all dust Then dust we will find Dust that we're holding And dust left behind I still carry a purpose Like stones round my neck To leave something bigger So they won't forget I don't orbit a body I don't have a place Though that may seem lonely I'm surrounded by greats But when do I die I hope it's dramatic Shining so bright but hopefully not traumatic I'm not who I was But I'm still the same Different on the surface But my core hasn't changed I'm jumping to light speed I'm raising the bar I'll float here forever If that's where you are I’ll Live like a comet And die like a star Live like a comet And die like a star It may not be healthy But it's working so far To live like a comet And die like a star

I've lived in a hundred haunted houses Sometimes I still see their ghosts They follow me around Wherever i go I see them in the summer I see them in the cold But if they ever left me I'd never feel at home Home My thoughts arrive like static On a broken radio A cacophony of noises I'll overthink them all I'll always find a pattern A message to be found But all it is is nonsense All it is is sound Sound I will never be The happiest human being But it's worth it all the same There's a calming sense of comfort In a random universe A weight off of my shoulders If life is meaningless If there's a truth I'll never find it And really that's alright Whatever happens when we die, well I'm sure it works out fine I used to scream And knock at the walls But no one heard me I used to be so afraid Alone in this fortress i made Locking the door with a chain I used to be so afraid In this home i never claimed I made it my own kind of place One step more everyday I used to be so afraid Yet I remain I've lived in a hundred haunted houses Sometimes I still see their ghosts They follow me around Wherever i go I see them in the summer I see them in the cold But if they ever left me I'd never feel at home And this place isn't so lonely With all of them around These halls, they aren't so silent These thoughts, they aren't so loud The floor it keeps me grounded The walls keep the monsters out And I found its not so scary Living in a haunted house

Things aren't looking up my friend I do believe that greed will end the world In a flash Everything could cease to be There would be no memory of us Just the ash So if the party's over If I'm we're all going to smolder What a shame Had a real good time It keeps getting worse Doesn't it Yeah it seems that whole worlds full of shit It keeps getting worse All the time But everyone could see the warning signs It keeps getting worse Ignorance is no mystery When the governor wipes the history from the schools Cause she's a fascist It seems every step we ever take Someones got to force their hate inside And fuel the fires So if the party's over If we're all interlopers What a shame Could have been much more No flag stands forever Nations rise to fall and shatter Lines we've drawn between us Never really mattered So forget your pride in your power, your place Pledge allegiance to the human race And maybe we can make it through this mess

Hey kids, steal all your music You don't owe anyone anything Don’t buy the sponsored bullshit Pirate all your favorite content I hope the major labels go bankrupt And all their money turns to dust Cause we don't need them anyway And I hope no one's wrote these chords before When lawyers, like conquistadors Can plant their flags and lay claim to these notes It’s all for the bottom line Art is a lie Steal this song for all i care Distribute it to anywhere Claim it as your own Do what you do I never bought any of this So for intents and purposes As far as I'm concerned It belongs to you Everyone Music ain't a business Or an investment for your funds Every single rhythm Belongs to everyone Every note is borrowed Every melody is lifted From the ones that came before us It's discovered, not invented It's a language not a product You can't own a frequency Fuck the grifts that bought it Fuck the industry Art is a lie Don’t let it die When I was younger I wanted to be Like all the musicians I saw on tv Now that I'm older I'm starting to think I’d really just rather make somebody feel something

Where am I going from here? What do I have left to fear? Will it consume me all year? Where am I going from here? How will I feel when I'm old? When all of my story's been told My memories tinted in gold How will it feel when I'm old? Should I bury myself in the stars? Reality mended my heart And I don't care where just far Should I bury myself in the stars? Where am I going from here? Now that I've conquered my fears And it won't consume me this year Where am I going from here?

When the stone strikes earth When the storm comes ashore When we get what we deserve Will you laugh with me once more Leave it to me To be an optimist About the end We're electricity And we'll conquer this Oblivion The apocalypse aint enough to do us in Oceans will rise Cities will fall But we'll be alright after all Me and you will make it to an end Mountains will move A thousand feet tall But we'll be alright after all You and me may never be again But we'll never end When the grass overgrows Our concrete and steel When the sun implodes Well that's just as real Leave it to me To be an optimist About the end Whatever may be May we find a way Over it The apocalypse aint enough to do us in Oceans will rise Cities will fall But we'll be alright after all Me and you will make it to an end Mountains will move A thousand feet tall But we'll be alright after all You and me may never be again But we'll never end And we'll never go And we'll never give it up And we'll never stop And we'll never know When we'll all be done What have all of our futures become There's still hope for you There's hope for me too There's still hope for you There's hope for me too There's still hope for you There's hope for me too And there's still hope for you Oceans will rise Cities will fall But we'll be alright after all We'll be alright after all We'll be alright after all You and me may never be again But we'll never end For now the world isn't ending But even if I die Know I never lost my Optimistic side